I’m currently locked in for COVID so boredom is a real factor in my mental health right now.
When you’re as overprivileged as I am then boredom is not a lack of choices. Just in media I have about a thousand movies, four and a half thousand episodes of TV, and somewhere between five hundred and a thousand books in my network storage. I know how to get more, indeed I collected 500Gb more media over the last two days. (I wanted all five series of ‘Fringe’ in 1080p and picked up ‘Line of Duty’, an English cop show.)
Let me tell you a tale of how I came to feel bored. This break from work was meant to be dedicated to two things, organising my stuff, and building Lego. I’m not that strong with the COVID so I’m not sure how much organising will get done.
I started building my Lego Ferrari 488 Corse, around seventeen hundred pieces. I got as far as half way through the first bag when I found I couldn’t find a particular piece, I found three but I needed four. The likeliest reason for the absence is that I accidentally dropped the piece and it is somewhere on my floor. I did a good search that included darkening the room and searching with a torch (you might be surprised how successful it can be).
The final step in the search was to log in to ebay and buy the piece. Still no piece has ben found and I am waiting for the piece to turn up some time next week.
My thoughts then turned to a clone kit, Wildflowers. One of the problems you find in clone kits is that the fine tolerances of Lego are not found. You can get a kit with sloppy fit, fine fit, or tight fit. Wildflowers had extremely tight fit so I can only work on it for a few minutes at a time before my fingers give up.
The final attempt was at a second-hand Ferrari F40, not the Speed Classic one but a larger Creator model. I don’t have the instructions for it but that’s no problem, Lego will give you a PDF of the instructions for any kit released in the last fifty years, and maybe even beyond.
Since it’s second-hand it comes as a box full of unsorted pieces, some still connected to each other. I can work on that for longer at a time, sorting pieces into large bunches before I narrow down the size of each bunch with a sub-sort.
That’s going well, I think one more session and that will be ready for sub-sorting. Pulling pieces apart still hurts my fingers, perhaps not so badly.
Then there is the media. I spend an incredibly long time flicking through various pots of film and TV without settling on anything. I even have three streaming services, the SBS, and ABC to flick through. Most of the time I start a few new films, watch for ten minutes, then move on before deciding to watch something I’ve watched before.
The other variable at the moment is the effect of the medication I’m taking. The largest contributor to that is the large dose of prednisone, a steroid, every morning. It gives me a hot flush a couple of hours after taking it, leaving me with jittery shakes and slightly hyperactive. Luckily my asthma is pretty good so I’m not taking Salbutamol (Ventolin, except I buy generic to save the dollar) which makes those symptoms stronger, last for more of the day, and amp up the anxiety.
Therefore the boredom isn’t a lack of choices, it’s hyperactivity and an inability to decide.